
This week’s letter is one that I force myself to read when I am feeling down about my work at home. And no truer words has been spoken in “Grumbling Causes Stumbling”.
Laine’s wise words abound…..
“I talked to my children about the futility of grumbling. I spoke to them about grumbling against their parents or those in authority over them, just as the children of Israel grumbled against Moses; their grumble was really against God Who had put them under this authority. I talked to them about grumbling about their chores or their school work. Just like the Israelites grumbled about their desert life, even though they lacked for nothing. Again, if they grumbled, it would inevitably cause stumbling in their life for they would be punished - just as the Children of Israel were by their Heavenly Father.
When we were done our study I was still thinking about that passage. That is how the Word of God works. ~Smile~ You keep “feeding” long after the “reading.” And I was thinking how patient God was with the children of Israel. He allowed them to grumble 10 times before turning them back from the Promised Land for forty years. Why was their grumbling so heartwrenching to Him? Because to those whom He has given much, much is required. And the children of Israel had been given a lot. Their eyes had seen the Hand of God in incredible new ways.
“How long shall I bear with this evil congregation who are grumbling against Me? I have heard the complaints of the sons of Israel, which they are making against Me.” Numbers 14:27
Listen to some of those complaints against The Hand that had caused great calamity against their Egyptian Masters, while covering them in great compassion by parting the Red Sea like a long, dry hallway for them to safely walk across; feeding them with the bread of the angels; walking before them in cloud of fire by night; and giving them water from a rock, just to name a few. Yet they grumbled and complained:
“Would that we had died in the land of Egypt! Or would that we had died in this wilderness! And why is the LORD bringing us into this land, to fall by the sword? Our wives and our little ones will become plunder, would it not be better for us to return to Egypt? So they said to one another, ‘Let us appoint a leader and return to Egypt.’” Numbers 14:2-4
I thought to myself, how could they do that after all the LORD did for them? Then it hit me. I, too, had done the same thing in my life! Oh, how the LORD had worked in my life. I had seen His Hand in healing my parent’s marriage; in bringing me to know Him during my pain as a young child; in leading me in compassion to marry my Art; in the miraculous healing of my three week old son on death’s doorstep; and in so many, many other ways too numerous to mention, but not too insignificant to forget. I had seen His Hand! Yet, I had also grumbled afterwards when things had not gone my way.
I remembered when I grumbled regularly about my husband. Why couldn’t God change him the way I wanted him to be? A little faster. ~Smile~ I remembered when I regularly grumbled about my children. Why couldn’t they act the way I wanted them to? Or my health. Why did I have to get sick just now? Why did we have this financial burden just now? Was I so different from the children of Israel? I am afraid not. His Hand had been leading me all along, but when things did not go my way, I, too, grumbled about my leadership and the way my life was going. I know it was grumbling, for I did not react in faith with my hand gripped in my Father’s Hand while looking up to Him for direction. My eyes were down here on my insurmountable problem which prompted me to react in fear. Fear wants to go back, rather than forward. Just like the Children of Israel wanted to return to Egypt, rather than trust their God to “pull down the mountains” in front of them. Was I stumbling like them? You bet.”
I love the line, “Fear wants to go back, rather than forward.” How true! You can read the whole letter here.
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God Bless,
Michele
